oh no what have i done?

self-explanatory:

(i.e. disaster unfolding)

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oh crap...

couldn't sleep as usual, 

ended up reading Jon Ronson's "The Psychopath Test"

not very comforting.i have symptoms?

i might be a nut job after all!

on the Hare test:
i might have item#2, grandiose sense of self-worth
or item#3 prone to boredom
or item#6, lack of remorse or guilt
or itme#13, lack of realistic long-term goals
or item#16, unable to accept responsibility for oneself

there goes my 40 winks. 

my ennui isn't helping. i am reminded of Sickert to make matters worst. 

should not read late at night.

moving on...